有没有那么一天。

Sometimes the day comes..
when I try my best to achieve something,
BUT as usual, I fail.

Sometimes the day comes..
when nobody understands me..
ignoring me as well..
and I feel that I'm isolated from the world.

Sometimes the day comes...
when I see that some people ditch others
Because of their selfishness.

Sometimes the day comes..
when I want to tell something to my parents
but find myself unable to
because think that they might get hurt or misunderstand..

Sometimes the day comes...
when your friends drift apart..
not because I was not able to understand them
but because they were not able to understand me.

Sometimes the day comes..
when I want to smile
But can't find a place to even weep.

Anyway..i keep telling myself.
sometimes the day comes
when I learn from all my failures and think
"Those who dare to fail greatly can achieve greatly."
yeah...that's why
I must look up and not look down.

不顺心的事情多的是。
如果我这样就倒下的话，
就证明了我只有这种程度。

但是并不是这样的，
我的故事由我自己写，
我的未来，
由我来掌控。

吓死人的文笔重现

经过漫长的岁月

我又回来咯。

再次的大展我吓死人的文笔yeah

这次来篇感想篇哈哈

27届培训营刚刚过了。

因为一些原因，我就迟进营了哈哈

还记得刚刚进营的时候气氛实在严肃咯

我想笑一笑，但看到26的学弟妹时

突然想到之前25届的培训营被一位学姐骂

‘‘笑什么笑！我的脸很好笑么??''
好笑不好么？让人开心嘛 :D
哈哈哈 还那时候还勾起蛮多的回忆一下的

勾勾下，就有了这篇文章了哈哈

进到营后看到久违的学弟妹和同届。。

hmm 感觉不错下

但当时候的气氛实在是不gam。

经过这个营后，什么感觉都有

当然伤感+emo 为优先。

经过我大脑统计

伤感 50.01% EMO 78.98% 欣慰 37.5% 兴奋 3.09%
好像爆表HMM  

欣慰的是我终于完完全全的卸任了。

成为历届学哥，听起来好像很威风是不是叻？macam yes ennn

26的学弟妹们也非常棒。

在拥抱环节是我当时自己坐在后面看

看到252627每个人都抱的很温馨，不懂做么我的眼眶里有着热热的滚水在滚着，
还好没有蒸发掉我的眼睛hmm

当时候可能感受到学记真是个大家庭吧。

来回忆一下吧 yeah

我是蕉赖区的。

印象最深刻是街头采访去半三芭一日游，
访问了好多人，好多人都问我们会不会登报纸 aiksss
在jusco kfc 区会议第一次创立了厕所队，
去到哪里都会有3人1team去参观厕所先。
直到现在还在进行哈哈 不错的意志力

哈哈 那时候第一次体会到了学记的乐趣

不齐人 T.T

看了这张图什么感触都来了。那时候的我们真是还未成熟呢。

Hmm

宝贝舍监时，

我学会了洗厕所，帮小孩冲凉还有很多呢哈哈

还记得第二晚竟然制水，我负责是第二楼。真是4896

我只好从下面搬水桶下去装水，在搬上去二楼。

那一瞬间，我领悟到节省用水的重要性。

洗完后，我去试试看有没有水来。

哪里懂。。$%^&*())(*&
就是那次，我看到了好兄弟。还真是他妈的惊险。

对了，我还陪睡的，还跳舞给那些小鬼看 aiks。还好那时候没有oppa style

在来一张焦赖区的图。

只能说。。还是不人齐 aikssss

接着是动漫营了

音响+词曲 哈哈

感觉自己好像是音乐才子 woaha
为营写了首‘梦想’ 啊哈哈 还不错 :D
在那边的好兄弟更猛 让我一生难忘呢
第一次接触音响的东西
的却要拿捏的很准 才够格但呢哈哈
还记得早上营员醒来的时候
当我播植木的法则主题曲是，
看到昏昏欲睡的营员马上变精神去
感觉还不错 :)
tapi 好像没合照到呢 啊哈哈 aiks
所以来张工作时的帅样也不错

然后然后
26届培训营

deng deng deng deng deng deng deng dang deng deng deng
请在五秒内找出a 字

～～～～～～～～～～～～～··
很好 你过关了

以上纯粹想玩玩下，别介意。

然后然后
26届培训营

我有进了老本行舍监组啊哈哈
还好那次好像没有制水
依照惯例 awam又被我碰上了
老实说我实在是麻木料 hmmmmm
嘛～
印象最深刻是谈判专家的狗大便那站
听到很多人讲我的站是最好笑时 我有爽到一下 (y)
那时候我的目的其实要弄学弟妹笑料。。然后中骂！
AHEM..没有啦开玩笑 我酱好人
烂好人一个～
然后是水战 woah
还记得第一站就bo xia liao~
terus shao xiao~ 然后接下来的日子都是以性感声线和大家讲话
老实说，那次是我第一次shao xia
再来一张

然后以为学记生涯快结束之时
无端端被学姐提名
无端端选为焦赖区协调员 Aiks
还以为是eric 中的 啊哈哈
然后无端端在一年内
主办了区会议和茨场街一日游
然后又无端端出席了26届举办的3个营 aiks
啊哈哈哈 真是好一个无端端。

Intihalnya, 对学记的这个感想不是能用言语就能表达的东西。
难怪我这篇的语法差了很多！原来是不能表达才酱的 wahahahah!
看来这次也真的要结束了，没有那么多无端端了 :)
学记带给我不同的经验。
实在是了不得的团队。
暂时先到这里，
下次在continue =D

To be continued....

话说。。I survived from the judgement day! not bad :D

金田 参上

经过了无数的风风雨雨，漫长的岁月，

经过了一场很大的战争，

经过了泪水交际，风和日丽，阳光普照，月光远照的日子

经过了很帅的开场白

我又坐在这里，打着这篇美文

告诉大家。。

明天世界末日了 /.\

$%^&*() 我的blog 的复活日竟然明天是世界末日 真是￥%T%^&*(

什么世界末日 算了。

我继续打我的blog好了。

SPM 这点小事

我也不提了 =D

因为结束了 并没有预想的那么高兴 也没预想的那么兴奋

就好像普通考试结束罢了hmm

aiks 我好像有蛮久没来写了 hmm
其中的发生了很多事
然后我也忘记了很多事情

其实我也不懂要写什么好 XD
因为这几天心情蛮emo 一些的
等下写mai那些emo东西就不好了咯
就这篇拿来当复活篇吧

下一篇就来篇学记生涯的总结

也许会长一些。

chana :D

Spm HMM

你好你好 =D
经过漫长的岁月 我又来写啦。

这篇就废话少写
直接进入正篇吧！
话说世界末日要来临了。。
不错不错。
这个世界末日 其实我也是蛮期待一下的啦
因为好像很好玩酱
人人都是说会没太阳三天 hmmm
个人是不太相信啦 HAHAH
但是。。

等一下。。
我好像搞错了。。
不是这个世界末日 HAHAH
是另外一个
到最后还是gap 料一堆废话 Hmm

不错
就是这个死人spm的世界末日
还有少过30天就要sedia pergi mati料
但是不要紧 我视mati如浮云
ma不mati 对我来说。。都好像天上的云酱

无奈论如何
剩下的天我也想好好利用
所以呢等我考完后才来update咯 
祝大家成功 =D

i would like to be the like a boss one :D
exam like a boss yeah :)

LOL

Listening to Coldplay's songs making me more emo right now hmm...
so please allow me to express my feelings here ba hahahaha


It's quiet. It's late.
The sky is black. The world is going to asleep.
After few hours later,
the day will arrive....which means that spm  just left 30++ days more hmm
It will roar down the track with the rising of the sun.
The stillness of the dawn will be exchanged for the noise of the day
The calm of solitude will be replaced by the pounding pace of the human race..

For the next beberapa hours,
I'll be exposed to the day's demands
and after ate some buns..
the buns and songs give an inspiration to me.
I realized that it is now that I must make a choice.
for tomorrow..for my spm..for myself..
anyway...what's the choice?

well I choose patience..
hahaha
I will overlook the inconveniences of the world...
Instead of clenching my fist at new assignments..
I will face them with joy and courage.
yeap that's my choice :)

Although feeling kinda stress and unhappy now due to some reasons
but still life goes on
and spm just around the corner..
hahah tetapi  instead of  keeping thinking the negative way of taking spm..
how bout i take it as a good thing?
mistakes actually can be lessons that lead to discoveries.
hmm....like photosynthesis like that..convert light energy into chemical energy...
I should take the fear and transform it into trust :)

learn to rise beyond anxiety and doubt.
Turn the "worry hours" into "productive hours".
Take the energy that I have wasted and direct it toward every worthwhile effort that you can be involved in.
yeah the power of positive thinking :)

next post gonna be my last post sehingga december
so stay tuned. :)

SCRIPT

Trials over!

i'm fed up with this exam anyway -.-

but 11 down! one more to go! hahaha

well i'm not going to blog about the exam for today hehe

so stay tuned =D

ok..this post just for my syok sendiri :D

you guys can ignore this actually XD

today's topic...THE SCRIPT yeah 

my favourite music band ever =D

And they released their album finally haha.

I have been waiting for this album so long :D

It was released a couple of days ago in Australia and somehow also on the internet too :p counted as illegal lo.

In their new album,  there is a lot of rap in it look how they were able to put rock, soft rock, pop and rap all together in one album...People can barley do that these days especially if its in a group and for me to be honest most of their raps are better than most of the rap songs that are out now....I think this album lets all the Scripts fan know that they can kick ass in any genre :)

as always, i have a really hard time deciding what script song i like most on the new album...well the best song from this #3 album for me is Six Degrees Of Separation

when i hear a new album.. there's always got one random song from it that i absoulutely love... this is one of these songs... :D this song is epic enough for me to cry HAHAHAHA 

is that weird? :\

and MOST importantly, this is the best storytelling song i ever heard,a really touching story within a song, once again lived up to their brilliance.

The script's songs are just amazing, it totally brings the reality of breaking up with somebody. I love the script, they always help me come to terms of some of life's problems. 

The music is so inspirational always helps me when I'm going through a hard time. :) especially for the first time, nothing and the man who can't be moved :)

Am I the only one who think this is their greatest album ever? XD but listen to the bass signature,drums and the music composition all around....i'm just freaking in love with their songs.

damn excited XD and suddenly i just thought of my exam =-=

WAR had begun

Not a calm sea, the war had begun hmmm

Once we have a war ,there is only one thing to do...

It must be won.

For defeat brings worse things than any that can ever happen in war.

well, war just exactly same as our exam HMMM..

hey there! I'm dead. BANG! btw how about you?

anyway, 3 down!

haha

说不尽的忧闷，难言的忧伤

anyway, don‘t try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to..maybe?
hmm...ya..it will =)

BULAN BERPUASA

经过漫长水月
我终于要学完车了
但由于TRIAL接近了
我不得不把我的驾车考试推迟 =-=
不然8月头就可以考了

让我来share一下我的故事==
第一天学车时 我就怕怕酱料
第一天给我驾花园地方
一直死火
最厉害的时候是那个uncle骂我我时我当他吹风hmmm
那个Uncle的脸就是酱

啊三！窝架车啊！（广东）

因为还记得那时后我死火在T-JUNCTION
酱多地方不死火偏偏就在那个死人头地方死火
然后我又进退两难 ==
四面HORN歌尽情的响起
就算那个uncle 唱歌给我听我也听不进啦 aiyo

然后还好有老爸的车可以给我训练
虽然一样中骂但是好过给uncle中骂 Hmmm

第二天！
第二天罢了！
他就给我驾highway --
还好训练成果出来
没被骂了 呵呵 果然是天才啊
虽然不可能。。但是我很担心死火在highway
每当红灯要转去青灯时
对我来讲，踏crack 进牙转1号gear
对我来说都是一个很大的挑战
挑战失败就会死火
死火又会中骂
中骂后面又会horn歌四起
真会让人有压力
T.T

凡是都要忍
学会驾车后就很yeng 了！

话说。PUASA到了！
为了实现ah jib gor 的 1malaysia
weekdays 我也要puasa了
六日才on 哈哈
依照惯例谁见我online
棒棒糖一个！或者面包都行

后会有期 =D
考试加油！

SMILE and LAUGH =D

Have you guys ever wondered how i always seem to see the sunny side of things?
although i always failed to do something else?
yea...i knew it...you guys are not T.T

nvm...
allow me for being perasan a bit hehe
cause write something positive..can help me to be in a buoyant mood too :D
sometimes really can kill two birds with one stone hehe
i happy u happy
win win yeah

How missed flight can turn into adventures?
lost opportunities lead to new learning..
bad directions can deliver to exciting new locales..
how does that work exactly?
as a EX-FUTURE psychologist..
let me explain all these things :D
macam yes ==

first..what we must do is...
count ur blessings =)
make a written list or things you are thankful for...
from small to big and anywhere in between =)
yea...i bought lot of breads and buns
i felt happpy when i eating
hmm...it's really useful!

second!
notice little unexpected things..
for instance..i always stare at the sky in my class or anywhere..
listening the sound of birds are making in the background and also a little breeze
when i was feeling upset..
i still remembered after i got my exam paper..
i took a chair and keep staring the blue sky =)
pretending i very yeng like that...eh..NO LA!
made my heart feeling better =)
and i have no idea...my friends followed me to do that too =-= without reason
形成排排坐 吃果果but that time i was eating my bread not fruit a..

THIRD!
be grateful for the god =)
being thankful for what we already have is a tried and true way to feel better.
MORAL VALUE: teachers always ask us to...bersyukur la..yer alla

FOURTH
most easy one...
decide to be happy today =D
change ur lens..make a conscious decision to see the positive
to be kind to others..to be grateful...and also..to be nice to urself..just like me =D

that's all what i want to share today =)
still got a lot but i already feeling better then...next time la ahahah
when i not feeling better again i will list down the others =D

most important..set a goal..then do it..
do not delay it and
you can control your destiny =)

jeh teh ni ah k na meh naik
GAMBATEH!

面包。。吗？

有段时间没写了 呵呵 :)
很突然的感觉 想淋漓尽致的写写下
发挥我好像已经达到最高境界的文笔 嗯嗯

话说，
经过不计其数的眨眼
时间到了七月差别多中
舞台
还是在永远拥有很多空气的地球。

近日，
让人不顺心的事有不多
虽不多但足够让我的心情跌入海底 hmmm
众鸟高飞尽，孤云独去闲，
相看两不厌，唯有蔚蓝天。

好累。

怎样都好，
我都时时刻刻提醒着自己
大战前夕，自乱军心者，
必败。
因此乐观表现也是必须的 :D
对着镜头，请深情的一笑吧！

我的目标还是那个
对，没错就是那个。
就算拼上我睡觉时间
我也很想实现那个
虽然我是天真了些
但是允许我天真下去吧 :)
我就是那么的天真无邪 真帅啊

然后我还有很多要打。。但是我忘记了 hmm
所以决定了写‘很多’ 来结束了。。
恩。。这篇我果然写了很多呢

梦想吗？
能让人嘲笑的梦想
是值得我去实现的 :D

对了，一天吃至少4包面包
班上垃圾桶都是我的面包纸
我也配的上是一代面包王子了。

面包你在哪里？

Alamak

sekolah telah buka semula!
i don't feel like going school today de hmmm
aiks...

this 2weeks i didn't really touch any homework and do any revision
got homework meh? what is homework? can eat de ma?
as i said LIFE IS PLEASANT :D
we should enjoy the life after the hard times~
as a result...i wasted this 2 weeks hahaha

anyway~
i took the undang exam and passed it heheh
undang lesson and theory dan amali really made me bang wall
i'll get my L license on next week oh yeah
and after the 8hours driving lesson...
i'll go for car exam oh yeah
but then i hope i will pass later ==
otherwise i need to pay rm150 to retake the exam aiks

well
this links me to car.
cars fascinate me. especially brand new ones hahah
they look smooth shinny and untouched.
and then the seats have the lovely smell of new leather :D
my dream car is low and sleek like a Porshe hmm
it looks like a beautiful black animal..and looks sooo cooool



then hor the engines purr gently even if i am driving at 120kph on the highway..sounds syok right?

omg u look at the backside..BACKSIDE

ok stop here --
sorry for my syok sendiri aiks.

trials来了。
我发现。。他很样衰
真的
我揍定他了。
明天起 努力的朝梦想前进
如果展翅高飞的话 目标就是痛揍trial一顿。


remember, fight like a miao

後來，我發現，我恨的不是考試。
我討厭的是那個不想面對而充滿不安的自己。


突然好想你 面包在哪里。

寻找感动的面包

于是，经过漫长的时间
我今天终于舍得运动了。
常听人言
日行万里，健康无比。
所以我采取了这项措施
去广场走马看花来运动。

最要是有冷气吹，而且还可以运动，又有很多lengzai leng lui可以看呢
实在是一举三得。
虽然说运动是要流汗 Hmm
但是算了 反正有运行走动也算运动了。
突然间感觉我是天才。
恩
天下英才就是我
恩

觉得这样看人罢了来运动很闷
于是我便想到了一件有趣的事情。
寻找能让我感动的面包，恩。
顺便寻找我的早餐。

听说time square 有很多能让人感动的面包。
于是 我便1楼 2楼 3楼 4楼 以此类推来寻找着我的面包
终于在G楼的supermarket 找到有卖面包的地方。
但是很可惜 我的真命面包没出现 全部不适合我
果然寻找感动的面包有点困难。
我心碎了。

于是我便走出广场伤心的仰望着一片蓝天
虽然太阳很嗮 刺到我眼睛有点痛
还有辐射很够力 （还好我的dermis可以转换辐射去vitamin D ) 不错不错
但是我还是伤心的对着天 肚子帮我问天
我的肚子问它。。：KULU~LULK~UUL~ULU
我很赞同我的肚子对天的意见。
虽然我有点不明白。

突然间电话响起
THIS TIME IS COOLER NOW~I THINK IS SICK OF US~（ringtone）

看下时间。。啊。。



原来时间是现在了。。人都快到齐要我去会合了。
啊！我的肚子饿。虽然newway有东西吃但是还想寻找我的真命面包。

突然间 7-eleven 吸引了我的目光。
引诱着我走进去
看到了我时常吃的vanila 面包 rm0.80.
我就买来吃了。
结果。。
寻找能感动我的面包任务，
失败 TT

THE END

WELL.

it's true. isn't it? T.T

HALF TIME BIIIIIIIIII!!!!

FRIDAY SATURDAY SUNDAY!
Time for a break :D
grhhh...mid-year started T.T
and and..still got 2 more weeks..omg..
what i want to say is..
I WAN TO SCREW MY PHONE ==
feel like smashing my phone on the floor now hmmm
why?
cause it's haunted.
每次弄闹钟要在特点的时间起来读下书的
好像今天考试sejarah 准备1点起来读书到5点睡回的
所以就早早去睡咯
哪里懂一觉到天亮 6点多
害我在那边唱我问天～我问天～可以不可以不要酱玩我
form4的我完全没读到啊 还好我读书是靠印象 == 应该fail不到挂 ==
而且不是一次 很多次了考moral 时酱，english也酱 ==
不是故障。
因为我test 过了。我特地set了alarm坐在那边等那个鬼电话响
他却给我响。而且还很大声tim
你厉害。给我记住。叫SAMSUNG的电话

yet made me can't even wake up on time and then almost late to school.
when i was sleeping, it ''automatically'' dialled to anyone else. ( it might be your turn for next time.)
so many kena from it ady hahah == sorry here for woke you guys up ><

To my lovely phone：

You better go die la.wasted my credits and now almost rm0 ady.If u feel like chatting with someone else don't call others lo.wake me up and i'll try my best to talk to you == be careful later i shut down you hmm..jaga jaga sikit.
                                                                                                                                        
                                                                                                                            From: your boss.

well. EXAM.
add math on monday.
There's the old saying everyone's familiar with a journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step.
In order to even move from the couch to my laptop , I have to start.
some reason~
Theres no better time to start than today..add math...
runnning out of time and i still blogging about my stupid phone T.T
never mind it's break time then XD hmm. planning to wake up at 2 to study.
counting on my phone AGAIN.pls do function well i beg you my lovely phone T.T

anyway, what i do today that will make a difference in my life tomorrow..
so i better start study now instead of bloggin here ==
all the best to form 5's and also for those who sitting the exam now la hahah HMM

fight for TRIAL! not mid year XD

Emo time

I heard that..A thousand-mile journey begins with a single step..as the saying goes~千里之行，适于足下。。i don't know whether am i translate it correctly anot hmm..(ignore)

However, what it doesn't tell us is that..
once the journey started..it might be hard to stop...

exp: since i was form 4..until now..form 5..and it's approaching SPM..HAIZ

and i have no idea..what's the meaning of spm ? ==
is it means sedia pergi mati?

i have no idea..
i spent more time and efforts on my study but still..

why i can't even score a better result for my previous exam..

tapi i am regretting for now also useless~

it's too late for me anyway.

sometimes..when i think of it..or other things..
i felt lonely, helpless and so on..
i even found myself in danger.
tapi...i must think it as positif

now that i look back..
these setbacks did enriched my journey, and my life :)
i had gained something that others don't even have it..

thanks to the hard times..:)
and those hard times had made me become more mature. insya allah. 

Jadi

i m here..to give those who maybe facing the same situations or problems with me..

don't think too much about the uncertainties because you'll cross the bridge when you get to it..
船到桥头自然直嘛
still remember my quote :)

and once you take your first step..the feeling is amazing and addictive..maybe?
and i'm gonna figure it out this year. :D
eh..is next year cause spm result will annouce next year hmm..

well~
It's time for me to study hard now.
mid year term is just around the corner..
and i still haven't prepare for it ==
shame on me.

15days more for me to study hard...
I MUST SCORE WELL IN THIS EXAM, hopefully. haha

before that..time for me to sleep now zzz

work hard starting from tomorrow!!

 all the best to you guys and me and perhaps no more emo next time :)

addicted to reborn recently ==





Study hard boss.this is an agreement between us.



20天作战

我好像有段时间没写了 hmmm
我记得我想在元宵节写的 但是想想下。。
元宵节。。好像过了hor?

Hmm 算啦～过去的事就别想了
原来我是那么的positif的。不错不错

erm。离考试不到19天。。
因此我实行了一个计划
命名为20天作战

为何叫做20天计划呢？
1)在限定的时间内完成指定的chapter （跟game完成任务一样刺激)
2)有点像一些manga或anime里出现的作战计划，好像去打坏人救地球的计划 （很伟大+爽)
3)因为set的时候是20天，可是sayang了一天  想换19天作战，但是不美就保留了HMMM

大概酱先，
完成任务的话。。smart watch..heheheh

明天拜五了，感觉很快。。hmm
好像是好事可以回家睡觉。。阿没有。。是读书
又好像是坏事。。考试。。ah nooo
无论如何
拜五放学后的感觉如下

再次的生日快乐 :)

很快的 10天后的今天
再次祝我。。阿不 是祝被称为人类的生物
生日快乐 :)

今天是所谓的的人日嘛
所以我又再次生日料
让你们再次祝我真是不好意思 可是没人祝我你们真的不够意思
哈哈哈 开玩笑 :D

Hmmm
经过11年漫长的等待 龙兄终于降临了
今年的新年嘛 没回alor star 红包的确少了很多
少的可怜 手指头都可以算完呢 TT
这个新年我忌赌也忌酒
总算做了一次正人君子 hmm



就。。开学后
上学的上学
做工的做工
回监牢的回监牢
AIKS
真的有点坐牢的感觉 hmm
但是不要紧
我有新年的愿望
但是不多。


新年新愿望
1）我认识的人都平平安安 身体健康 :) （当然不认识的人也希望健康）
2）父母身体健康 出入平安 财源广进 横财就手
3）看我的blog的 看过后作文会写的很好 HMM
4）spm。。虽然有点不知妄想但是还是 我要10A+ :)
5）每次考试考到吓死人的成绩 （好的方面）
6）学记们心想事成
7）今年希望会驾车 说到驾车。。新年我还无牌驾驶 驾爸爸的车 还好没遇到警察tim 驾车给我 的感觉好像家碰碰车酱 只是大辆一点咯
8）监狱不好过 脚顺顺利利（ignore)
9）以上愿望成真

看。不多吧？
新年快乐 :）

HYUNDAI SONATA 2012 dream car :)

对自己说声生日快乐 :)

17年前的那一年 我来到了这个48够力的世界
看到这个酱够力的世界  17年前的我因为太激动的哭了很久
当时的我对自己说 哇哇哇哇
虽然像哭声 但是我记得我对过自己说
我要征服这世界。（好像是）

17年后的今天 我才发现到我的生日过了两天我才写这个Post  原来我也那么够力了
我发现这个世界进化成变态了 是改变形态 原本是固体变成液体
不是吗？ 冰山都融了 就变成液体了啊

17年后的前两天 我17岁生日。
终于感觉自己好像成熟一点 有点大人的感觉了。
今年的生日呢 我过的最普通不过了
和一般人不一样 没蛋糕 但有份礼物 很喜欢 :D五月天专辑　谢谢哥了
还有特地从监牢打来给我的那个 谢谢了 挺感动的。
能让我知道是我的生日的就是ＦＢ上的祝福了　谢谢大家　:)
最不爽就是发到不是那么美的梦 发梦半夜被狗追
跟我玩赛跑 还跑赢我
好吧 今年的生日愿望
第一次的考试 考到美美。

无论如何 我再次告訴自己 相信当下，不要为了害怕，而留下无法更改的未來，
每个現在，都會是值得回憶的永远。

后青春的诗 :)

终于还有18天我就正式17岁了 :)
17岁的愿望嘛。。我要创造属于我自己的诗 创造奇迹
因为
谁说不能让我拥有此生唯一自传　如同诗一般？ :)

糟。我还是在holiday的mood
完全没心机读书了。
也许每一天放学后要把自己stayback留在图书馆读书了
KOKO。。i hate you ==


话说就快开学了
我最怕一件事。。领带怎样绑了？
啊！我的牌丢去那里了！blazer放哪里了！
啊TT
啊 不是不是
应该是SPM 
这个所谓的sudah pasti mati 政府取的名字也太深奥了
分明要暗算我们似的 听说今年的够够力难
不要紧。 有10个月给我 :D
一月一个 A+ XD
只有不浪费每一分每一秒
梦想一定能实现 :）
insya-Allah.

今天是2012年的第一天
去了一趟melaka拜拜 希望梦想成真 :)

路途回来看到许多 samseng jalan raya = mat lembik =mat rempit
有50+吧 在玩比赛 ==
有些很有料 把脚抬上座位 只有双手控制着 很有平衡性
有些屁股翘起来 好像放屁来加快speed
还有个fatty屁股也翘起来 看到整个tayar都扁到完。aiks
有些没料就没摆pose 但很快==
不懂说什么 == 只是希望他们不要危害其他人的安全就行了==

期待2012是个好年 :)

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